When I get sick....I get SICK. Bummer but true. I have a very unahappy stomach right now but I think it's starting to behave again. But being sick has given me a lot of time to think. I've attempted to solve every problem I ever had. From not owning enough pairs of socks to how I am going to gain a larger income. I figured out that I want to have indoor plants that don't need much light and what color I could paint my bedroom if I was allowed to paint. (which I am not). I have decided what things I still want to get at the house (the house in town where my husband still lives) and what things to leave. I've planned out how I'll go to my son's when they have their baby and where I might buy a new coat that I need. I want to plant columbine seeds in the back yard of my new place and I hope they seed and grow. I have ideas about starting my business and what I want to do first. Who I will contact to set up photo shoots. You name it...in three days I've figured it out.
If only I could make some of it happen. Like losing about 60 lbs and always having a fantastic hair cut. Eating food that is only good for me and making sure I drink the right amount of water every day.
I want to rememer some things forever and forget some things forever. some things I can do and some things I can't do. I want to have my own way when I want it. (stamping my foot like a little kid) and I want to be happy.
Some of this I'm achieving slowly but surely but I am thinking it's always going to be a work in progress...this life of mine.
I found out today that some of my kids will be gone for Christmas and this will be the first year in many that I won't see them. I know I have to share. :) I can't always have everything my way.
Maybe I'll leave town for Christmas. I have a feeling that might help.
:)
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